Yes.
I am angry.
Not loud.
Not throwing chairs.
Not breaking glass.
I am the quiet anger.
The kind that smiles.
Inside me
there is a small
boxing ring.
In one corner
stands Mike Tyson
In the other
Muhammad Ali.
And they are not fighting people.
They are fighting
the urge.
The urge
to answer back.
To explode.
To tear the sky open
with my voice.
I do not like
bossy people.
People who inflate
tiny mistakes
into world wars.
People who walk into a room
and try to rearrange
your spine.
We are tiny drops
in an endless universe.
Dust with deadlines.
And still
some speak
like they invented gravity.
Their faces turn red.
Lava without eruption.
They stack superiority
like heavy books
on my tranquil mind.
My mind is water.
Do not throw bricks in it
and call it leadership.
I am doing my work.
I give what I can.
Advice?
If it is kind
I will carry it.
But I will not carry
monkey noise.
So I smile.
Because if I speak
my anger
has teeth.
And I am not joking.
I do not punch people.
I archive them.
I fold them
into poems.
And by the time
this poem ends
they are already gone.
Buried.
Not in rage.
In memory.



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