• Ideas Like a River

    May the ideas flow in my mind

    like a river

    not too big

    not too loud

    not so proud

    that I would lose

    the person inside me

    in pursuit of

    finding happiness

    ideas

    should shape me to be kind

    compassionate

    not lift me on waves of uncertainty

    where I wouldn’t know

    where they would throw me

    but help me

    stop drowning

    and swim to the shore

    I still find myself surrounded by a crowd

    in my dreams

    saying once more

    once more

    but there are no lines

    I could recite

    I think I can make an impact

    standing in front of the mic

    will do

    in front of the audience

    that confidence is enough

    to turn my ideas

    into humour

    into something to ponder

    I will let the people

    figure out

    how to wonder

  • The Poet and the Tomatoes

    Soon, tomatoes and eggs

    were thrown at him.

    He knew he wouldn’t earn much.

    Ticket sales were poor.

    But he guessed

    the grocery shops

    must be making a fortune.

    So he thought,

    maybe he should do more shows

    in partnership with the groceries,

    or open a grocery of his own.

    He kept smiling,

    kept laughing,

    kept saying thank you

    to the crowd booing him.

    Though he couldn’t take the tomatoes home

    to make his curry.

    He thought his show

    might be the second biggest

    tomato throwing festival

    after Spain.

    He was glad it happened in the city.

    Had it been in the village,

    there would have been more tomatoes

    on the stage.

    He might be swimming

    in a pool of tomatoes,

    or slipping

    and breaking his back.

    So far,

    he had escaped that fate.

    He accepted all the hate,

    while love remained trapped

    in someone’s fishing net.

    His show was a bait.

    And his life

    was yet to set.

  • Please Call My Name

    I am tired of waiting,

    waiting, waiting and waiting

    in the waiting area,

    just to get my wounds treated,

    wounds that pain me

    throughout the day and night.

    I shouldn’t have asked the triage nurse

    if the health centre would close by eight,

    just to make sure

    I wouldn’t have to stay after eight.

    But she said,

    even if the centre closes,

    we will stay until ten.

    That was enough

    to put me in the last place.

    They might call me at about ten

    and say,

    Did you see?

    Just to show me,

    Oh, we will be here until ten.

    No.

    That shouldn’t happen.

    I am tired of staring

    at the same mobile screen,

    watching random programmes on TV

    that don’t interest me.

    People talking,

    almost whispering.

    The vending machine humming.

    Someone opening a packet of crisps.

    Someone desperate for a call,

    like me.

    Please,

    call my name.

    I am tired of waiting,

    here,

    with this wound,

    this throbbing pain.

  • If the Clouds Stopped Moving

    Sometimes…..

    I imagine.

    What if the clouds stopped moving?

    Not tomorrow.

    Not for a day.

    But for a whole year.

    Imagine the clouds

    just staying where they are.

    Not even an inch.

    Locked in the sky.

    And the world…..

    just waiting.

    The rain would fall

    and fall

    and fall

    in some places.

    Villages swallowed by floods.

    Homes disappearing

    under the water.

    And somewhere else?

    Nothing.

    No rain.

    No relief.

    Just dry, cracked land

    under a burning sun.

    The grass turns brown.

    The plants die of thirst.

    The earth opens its mouth,

    but the sky has nothing to give.

    And slowly…

    the fields stop feeding us.

    Fewer crops.

    Less food.

    More hunger.

    More poverty.

    A catastrophe.

    All because

    the clouds stopped moving.

    Now…

    I wonder.

    What if the people

    who run this planet

    stopped moving too?

    What if our leaders

    became like those clouds?

    Rigid.

    Unwilling to change.

    Holding on to their positions,

    their power,

    their greed…

    while the world beneath them

    begins to drown?

    Tell me…

    what happens to the people

    who have no power

    to move those clouds?

    What happens to the farmer

    watching his crops die?

    To the family

    watching floodwater enter their home?

    To the child

    who doesn’t understand

    why there is no food on the table?

    Will they be told

    to wait?

    Wait for a decision.

    Wait for a promise.

    Wait for someone powerful

    to finally move?

    But what if they never do?

    What if the clouds

    stay exactly where they are?

    And what if the leaders

    stay exactly who they are?

    I hope…

    I hope the greed

    of those leaders

    bursts apart like glaciers.

    I hope something breaks.

    Not the people.

    Not the planet.

    But the stubbornness

    that keeps us watching

    while everything falls apart.

  • Don’t Call Me a Star

    You are a star

    as long as you are in the sky.

    Once you come down,

    hit the surface of the earth,

    you become a meteorite.

    The ever-sparkling, twinkling star

    will now be feared

    for the crater it creates,

    the destruction it brings,

    as well as the valuables it leaves

    for curious minds to seek.

    That’s what I’m saying.

    You are a star

    as long as you keep shining,

    as long as you keep falling,

    granting everyone’s wishes.

    Once you become something

    heavy,

    some hearts will feel burdened.

    You will lose your charm

    the moment you strike

    closer to them.

    So I tell people,

    don’t call me a star.

    Either call me a chocolate bar,

    or just forget me, assuming

    I live too far,

    just like the star.

    Without the S,

    you won’t keep me in your heart,

    depositing memories like tar.

  • A Life Without Life

    What should I do,

    loving you?

    You are a person with

    no maturity,

    no attitude,

    just a dead silent

    corpse

    who breathes only for

    love.

    Don’t come closer to

    me.

    I don’t inhale your

    breath.

    All I inhale is the life

    inside a person

    I love,

    not the love inside a

    person

    who doesn’t have a

    life.

    This time,

    his tears evaporated into clouds.

  • The Bliss of Emptiness

    Look what have you done?

    You murdered your dreams

    with your own hands.

    Your eyes are bloodstained.

    Now you cannot see

    what you have been watching

    forever.

    In the eyes of the owl,

    the owl who guards the knight,

    a raven of the king.

    Now they watch your every move,

    whether you dance or sing.

    Unfathomable mind,

    placable heart,

    what is the difference?

    The soul lives in the dream world,

    and Zarathustra knows nothing.

    Yet emptiness

    is his bliss.

  • Sculpted by My Soul

    If you have some love

    you could lend me here,

    if you wish to end my legacy,

    then you could end me here.

    I am an unusual idol,

    sculpted by my soul.

    If you wish to mould me,

    then you could bend me here.

    You may or may not

    have any feelings for my soul,

    but still,

    you could write

    and send me here.

  • A Room with a Round Window

    a room with a round window

    sea view

    an abstract painting hanging above

    a flower pot

    i can sit there

    and watch all day and night

    the same view

    sipping a cup of tea

    having a pint of drink

    dont care what seagulls think

    i will join them in the sky

    in the blink

    i really dont know

    what is the link

    i painted the sky

    with skyblue ink

    yellow walls

    green turf like carpets

    and me sitting there

    with my legs folded

    eyes closed

    and meditating

    i dont know what it is

    or where it begins

    but sitting there

    with the sea in front of me

    i feel as though

    i am getting closer

    to something

    i cant yet name

  • His Own Stage

    “Did they even ask for your consent?”

    “No.”

    “Then how the hell can they put on a show without you? You’re the lead actor!”

    “They found someone else.”

    “Wait. So you’re out of the play?”

    “Yes.”

    “And you’re smiling? You’re not even angry?”

    “What would getting angry change?”

    “You could fight for your place! Talk to the director. At least ask him why.”

    “Would that change his mind?”

    “Maybe. Wait a minute. You and Cecilia were together, weren’t you?”

    “Yes.”

    “And she loves you?”

    “Yes.”

    “I knew it! This has Maurice written all over it. The director’s son, right? He likes her too. He probably got you kicked out because he couldn’t stand seeing you two together.”

    “I don’t know.”

    “Oh, come on! What else could it be? And what did Cecilia say?”

    “Nothing. I told her I was going after my dream of acting in films.”

    “Which film?”

    “None.”

    “You lied to her?”

    “Yes.”

    “Why on earth would you do that?”

    “Because theatre is her dream. I didn’t want her to give it up for me.”

    “Even after what they did to you?”

    “Especially after what they did to me. I don’t want her to lose something she loves because of something that happened to me.”

    “God, Maurice is a jealous brat! He can’t win her over, so he tries to get rid of you. But he won’t succeed. Cecilia will always be yours.”

    “She’s not mine.”

    “What?”

    “She isn’t anyone’s possession. She’s a free soul. She should be able to choose her own path, even if that path takes her away from me.”

    “Fine. So, what are you going to do now?”

    “Go solo.”

    “Solo? You mean monologues?”

    “Yes.”

    “And you think people will actually pay to watch you perform alone?”

    “I was the lead actor, remember?”

    “In a theatre company. With a director, a cast, a stage, and people working behind the scenes. Now you’re talking about doing everything yourself.”

    “I know.”

    “And you’re still going to do it?”

    “Yes.”

    “Then let me help you. We’ll put something together. I’ll get Cecilia on board too.”

    “Not yet.”

    “Why not?”

    “I don’t want to put her career at risk. Not until we know we can stand on our own.”

    “You really aren’t going to fight for your place, are you?”

    “No. I’ll make my own.”

    “Your own what?”

    “My own stage.”

    He looked at him for a moment, then smiled.

    “All right. Let’s give it a try.”