• The Binoculars

    When I first held a pair of binoculars
    I used to think
    what if they had ears

    They would listen to distant conversations

    I only wanted to use them
    to see what she was thinking
    watching outside the window
    what words she was murmuring
    what distressed her
    and what gave her profound joy

    I would be that secret lover
    loving her charming smile and beauty
    secretly
    as though I would never meet her
    never invade her private moments
    and just to check on her
    if she was okay

    I suppose
    she was okay and happy

    Now technology has entered most households

    Binoculars hold a different kind of charm
    one that modern technology cannot match

    That memory
    that moment

    The binoculars were something special

  • Where Goodbyes Return

    I couldn’t say see you later

    My dictionary only had goodbyes

    It was easy to carry in memory

    but difficult to bring to the tongue

    Every goodbye is not a goodbye

    They keep occurring in our memories

    keep pouring into our thoughts

    when we pass their homes

    read their old texts

    scroll through their frozen posts

    stand where they stood

    laugh where they laughed

    sit at the tables they shared

    meet the creatures they loved

    hold the people they held

    They surface

    Quietly

    Without permission

    It feels strange

    Like the wind carrying a forgotten fragrance

    Like the moon pulling unfamiliar tides

    Like the sea arriving in different waves

    Everything looks different

    even when we know

    it is the same

  • Who Are You to Count?

    Divided.

    Who?

    Multiplied.

    Who?

    Added.

    Who?

    Subtracted.

    Who?

    What do you want to prove, honey?

    This world is full of hollowed people,

    whose calculations are so limited

    that even their slowest progress

    could not measure

    a single ounce

    of the divine.

  • Cushion

    I used to say to everyone,

    I am as cozy as a cushion,
    so if you’d like to cuddle me,
    I’d give you all the warmth.

    My friends slipped into double meanings.
    My old Facebook status
    became heavy,
    a huge mass of assumptions.

    Some took it as a way
    of expressing love,
    some as a secret code.

    But deep down,
    only friendship and intimacy
    sheltered
    in my mind’s abode.

    I wasn’t squishy like a cushion,
    but I was soft,
    ignored like a fabric
    thrown into a loft.

    I dreamed of being cuddled,
    but ended up being muddled.

    It doesn’t matter much now.

    I am still that cushion,
    now resting comfortably
    in an armchair
    inside someone else’s heart,

    where I am cuddled
    every day.

  • His Fifth Enlightenment

    One day my friend called me and said

    he found enlightenment

    I wasn’t surprised at all

    it was his fifth time

    Every time he’s on the booze

    or some funny smokes

    he becomes a saint

    But this time he was certain

    no bottle

    no haze

    no mind gone loose

    He said his thoughts were flowing

    like a golden egg laying goose

    That didn’t put me at ease

    I had no yardstick to gauge

    what path he was about to choose

    Was he floating through the air

    on some magical shoes

    Or had his wandering heart

    been nailed down tight

    with some ideological screws

    Or had he found a circle

    that just likes to bend the rules

    Was I unknowingly the fool

    unsure how to act

    strange or cool

    Then I stopped fighting his current

    and became a pupil

    of his school

  • The Most Expensive Discount

    I opened a hotel one day

    and made a curious little deal,

    hear my poem in the evening

    and get a discount on the bill.

    First night,

    the guests all gathered,

    the room was full,

    the lights felt bright.

    I read with proud determination,

    my heart convinced this felt just right.

    They smiled,

    they nodded,

    they stayed polite,

    I thought my art

    had won the fight.

    Next day came back

    the same guests,

    but something in them had clearly changed.

    No more smiles,

    no poetic patience,

    just wallets ready,

    faces strange.

    They said, “No discount, keep it simple,

    just charge us full, we’ll be fine.

    We like your hotel, we really do,

    but please….no poetry this time.”

  • Earthenware Heart

    i went everywhere

    Temples 

    Mosques 

    Churches 

    Monasteries

    and asked the divine

    what ceramics were used

    to craft my heart

    people run toward the design

    drawn to the color

    the pattern

    the surface

    something i cannot show them

    though science names it

    anatomy makes it clear

    but when something breaks

    it simply breaks

    cracks like earthenware

    and changes the whole design of a face

    perhaps our faces reveal

    the condition of our hearts

    in that case

    i will wear a smile

    to show the world be happy

    for sadness is no luxury at all

    prayers and meditation

    keep me focused

    shape me like pottery on a wheel

    i feel the divine adding

    heavenly material into those cracks

    making what broke

    stronger

    perhaps the design on other faces

    is not what the heart truly holds

    i don’t have the answer

    some things remain

    undefined

    unrefined

    and perhaps

    that is exactly

    what we are

  • The Drunk Truth

    the day I got drunk
    I didnt forget who I am
    I just stopped hiding it

    my friend who praised my sobriety
    says my life went nowhere after I picked up the bottle
    but I have stages to climb
    that he cannot see from where he stands

    I dont belong to the drunkards circle
    nor the sober mans foundation
    I am still the same

    the only difference

    when I drink
    I spit truths bitter as the alcohol itself

    when I sober up
    I sweeten my words
    so nobody gets intoxicated by what I actually mean

    when I ask gently
    if I can speak
    they say shoot

    not knowing
    I am already holding something
    aimed directly at the chest

    truth is not easy to digest

    so I drink
    and I drink a lot

    not to forget
    but so that the morning after
    I have somewhere to hide

    I was drunk
    forgive me
    I didnt mean it

    but I did

    I always did

  • Happiness

    If the sacrifices you make

    Make the people’s lives prosper,

    If the contributions you make

    Make your community stronger,

    If the smile you spread

    Makes the joy prevail longer,

    Then it’s no wonder

    that you have already started

    spreading happiness in the world. 

  • Memories Through Telephone Wires

    Tring tring…

    Back in those days

    when telephones were dearer

    and smartphones didn’t exist,

    I was always curious

    about who might be on the phone line.

    So I used to rush

    to pick up the call

    before anyone else in the house did.

    There were days

    I was told not to answer

    until the elders reached it first.

    Parents had super priority.

    Communication wasn’t cheap,

    and everyone preferred

    short and sweet conversations

    rather than getting tangled

    with a child asking,

    “Can you hold for my parents?”

    Even holding meant more cost.

    Whenever I got the chance,

    I loved listening.

    “Oh, how are you doing?”

    “Is everything fine?”

    And deep down,

    I could sense their desperation

    to speak to my dad or mom.

    Sometimes my parents’ faces

    would glow lightly after the call.

    Sometimes gloomy,

    like a cloud-locked sky.

    Good news and bad news

    always travelled through those wires.

    Sometimes you could even hear

    voices from different lines,

    the secrets neighbours were hiding.

    When the wires mingled,

    I listened like a tiny spy.

    If nothing interesting was happening,

    I would quietly put the phone down.

    Still, it was a beautiful way

    to pass time.

    My parents kept

    the dial-pad phone locked in their room

    so I wouldn’t randomly call everyone

    and hike the bills.

    I was only allowed

    to receive calls

    on the off-button phone.

    Incoming only.

    No outgoing.

    But I knew the secret trick

    of dialling anyway.

    My parents would always wonder

    how the bills stayed the same.

    Me and my bestie

    used to talk for hours,

    about girls, sports,

    and my secret obsession

    with talking to classmate girls.

    Sometimes when their parents

    picked up the phone,

    trouble would arrive instantly.

    But somehow,

    I always found a way out.

    Those beautiful rebellious days…

    Telephones are etched

    deep in my memory,

    not merely as objects

    but as little ringing reminders

    that connection is everything.