• Cushion

    I used to say to everyone,

    I am as cozy as a cushion,
    so if you’d like to cuddle me,
    I’d give you all the warmth.

    My friends slipped into double meanings.
    My old Facebook status
    became heavy,
    a huge mass of assumptions.

    Some took it as a way
    of expressing love,
    some as a secret code.

    But deep down,
    only friendship and intimacy
    sheltered
    in my mind’s abode.

    I wasn’t squishy like a cushion,
    but I was soft,
    ignored like a fabric
    thrown into a loft.

    I dreamed of being cuddled,
    but ended up being muddled.

    It doesn’t matter much now.

    I am still that cushion,
    now resting comfortably
    in an armchair
    inside someone else’s heart,

    where I am cuddled
    every day.

  • His Fifth Enlightenment

    One day my friend called me and said

    he found enlightenment

    I wasn’t surprised at all

    it was his fifth time

    Every time he’s on the booze

    or some funny smokes

    he becomes a saint

    But this time he was certain

    no bottle

    no haze

    no mind gone loose

    He said his thoughts were flowing

    like a golden egg laying goose

    That didn’t put me at ease

    I had no yardstick to gauge

    what path he was about to choose

    Was he floating through the air

    on some magical shoes

    Or had his wandering heart

    been nailed down tight

    with some ideological screws

    Or had he found a circle

    that just likes to bend the rules

    Was I unknowingly the fool

    unsure how to act

    strange or cool

    Then I stopped fighting his current

    and became a pupil

    of his school

  • The Most Expensive Discount

    I opened a hotel one day

    and made a curious little deal,

    hear my poem in the evening

    and get a discount on the bill.

    First night,

    the guests all gathered,

    the room was full,

    the lights felt bright.

    I read with proud determination,

    my heart convinced this felt just right.

    They smiled,

    they nodded,

    they stayed polite,

    I thought my art

    had won the fight.

    Next day came back

    the same guests,

    but something in them had clearly changed.

    No more smiles,

    no poetic patience,

    just wallets ready,

    faces strange.

    They said, “No discount, keep it simple,

    just charge us full, we’ll be fine.

    We like your hotel, we really do,

    but please….no poetry this time.”

  • Earthenware Heart

    i went everywhere

    Temples 

    Mosques 

    Churches 

    Monasteries

    and asked the divine

    what ceramics were used

    to craft my heart

    people run toward the design

    drawn to the color

    the pattern

    the surface

    something i cannot show them

    though science names it

    anatomy makes it clear

    but when something breaks

    it simply breaks

    cracks like earthenware

    and changes the whole design of a face

    perhaps our faces reveal

    the condition of our hearts

    in that case

    i will wear a smile

    to show the world be happy

    for sadness is no luxury at all

    prayers and meditation

    keep me focused

    shape me like pottery on a wheel

    i feel the divine adding

    heavenly material into those cracks

    making what broke

    stronger

    perhaps the design on other faces

    is not what the heart truly holds

    i don’t have the answer

    some things remain

    undefined

    unrefined

    and perhaps

    that is exactly

    what we are

  • The Drunk Truth

    the day I got drunk
    I didnt forget who I am
    I just stopped hiding it

    my friend who praised my sobriety
    says my life went nowhere after I picked up the bottle
    but I have stages to climb
    that he cannot see from where he stands

    I dont belong to the drunkards circle
    nor the sober mans foundation
    I am still the same

    the only difference

    when I drink
    I spit truths bitter as the alcohol itself

    when I sober up
    I sweeten my words
    so nobody gets intoxicated by what I actually mean

    when I ask gently
    if I can speak
    they say shoot

    not knowing
    I am already holding something
    aimed directly at the chest

    truth is not easy to digest

    so I drink
    and I drink a lot

    not to forget
    but so that the morning after
    I have somewhere to hide

    I was drunk
    forgive me
    I didnt mean it

    but I did

    I always did

  • Happiness

    If the sacrifices you make

    Make the people’s lives prosper,

    If the contributions you make

    Make your community stronger,

    If the smile you spread

    Makes the joy prevail longer,

    Then it’s no wonder

    that you have already started

    spreading happiness in the world. 

  • Memories Through Telephone Wires

    Tring tring…

    Back in those days

    when telephones were dearer

    and smartphones didn’t exist,

    I was always curious

    about who might be on the phone line.

    So I used to rush

    to pick up the call

    before anyone else in the house did.

    There were days

    I was told not to answer

    until the elders reached it first.

    Parents had super priority.

    Communication wasn’t cheap,

    and everyone preferred

    short and sweet conversations

    rather than getting tangled

    with a child asking,

    “Can you hold for my parents?”

    Even holding meant more cost.

    Whenever I got the chance,

    I loved listening.

    “Oh, how are you doing?”

    “Is everything fine?”

    And deep down,

    I could sense their desperation

    to speak to my dad or mom.

    Sometimes my parents’ faces

    would glow lightly after the call.

    Sometimes gloomy,

    like a cloud-locked sky.

    Good news and bad news

    always travelled through those wires.

    Sometimes you could even hear

    voices from different lines,

    the secrets neighbours were hiding.

    When the wires mingled,

    I listened like a tiny spy.

    If nothing interesting was happening,

    I would quietly put the phone down.

    Still, it was a beautiful way

    to pass time.

    My parents kept

    the dial-pad phone locked in their room

    so I wouldn’t randomly call everyone

    and hike the bills.

    I was only allowed

    to receive calls

    on the off-button phone.

    Incoming only.

    No outgoing.

    But I knew the secret trick

    of dialling anyway.

    My parents would always wonder

    how the bills stayed the same.

    Me and my bestie

    used to talk for hours,

    about girls, sports,

    and my secret obsession

    with talking to classmate girls.

    Sometimes when their parents

    picked up the phone,

    trouble would arrive instantly.

    But somehow,

    I always found a way out.

    Those beautiful rebellious days…

    Telephones are etched

    deep in my memory,

    not merely as objects

    but as little ringing reminders

    that connection is everything.

  • Shaped by Water

    That was the last hand of hers I held

    before she whispered,

    “Don’t leave me.”

    And somewhere between her tears

    and my silence,

    love stood there

    not knowing whose side to take.

     

    She couldn’t hold back her emotions.

    I couldn’t find the words.

     

    That’s the thing about tears 

    people say they care,

    but most only visit pain

    the way you visit bad weather.

     

    They stand in your storm a moment,

    say, “poor soul,”

    then walk back into sunlight

    like they were never even wet.

     

    And your sadness becomes small talk.

    A headline that fades by morning.

    Something to mention over coffee

    and then forget.

     

    For a day, your pain matters.

     

    Then it evaporates.

     

    Gone 

    while you’re still standing there

    holding the ache

    long after everyone’s left the room.

     

    Pain changes you quietly.

     

    Your heart keeps taking it in,

    tear after tear,

    until it becomes softer

    than you ever meant for it to be.

     

    You try to build walls.

    You really do.

     

    But somewhere, always,

    you leave a window cracked 

    still hoping someone will look in

    and actually see you.

     

    Some do.

     

    Most don’t.

     

    Most come smiling,

    but they’re measuring 

    how much of you they can take

    before you notice

    you’ve gone missing.

     

    And slowly,

    you find yourself alone in a crowd.

     

    Breathing.

    But unseen.

     

    Like a gem sitting quietly on a riverbank

    among a thousand ordinary stones,

    wondering why no one ever stops.

     

     

    Maybe that’s the quiet tragedy of people like you 

     

    spending years believing you’re common

    because no one slowed down long enough

    to see what you’re made of.

     

    But the river knows.

    Water knows.

    Every tear that found you

    was shaping something.

     

    One day,

    someone will pick you up gently,

    hold you to the light,

    and understand

     

    you were never ordinary.

     

    You were being made

    the whole time.

     

    Quietly.

    Patiently.

     

    By water, and tears, and everything that hurt.

     

     

  • The Shoe That Smiled

    On the shoe rack,

    one shoe whispered to the other,

    “You smell terrible.

    When was the last time

    you were washed?”

    The worn-out shoe laughed softly.

    “Of course I smell.

    My boss wears me every day.

    I have carried his weight

    through crowded streets

    and lonely roads.

    I have walked over cobblestones,

    climbed hills,

    crossed wet countryside paths.

    Dust knows my name.

    Rain has slept on my skin.

    I have seen stations, markets,

    and mornings that arrived too early.

    While you…”

    The shoe paused.

    “You have stayed here

    shining on this rack,

    waiting to be chosen.

    Tell me,

    have you ever even felt

    the warmth of his feet?”

    The sparkling shoe replied proudly,

    “Maybe I was not made

    for ordinary days.

    Maybe I am being saved

    for celebrations.

    For parties.

    For beautiful journeys.”

    The old shoe smiled quietly.

    Just then,

    a hand reached down.

    The new shoes were lifted gently

    from the rack.

    And as they left,

    their laces danced in the air

    like a small farewell.

    The old shoes remained below,

    silent, dusty, smiling.

    As if they already knew:

    even shining shoes

    must someday earn their smell.

  • Seagulls and the Scarecrow

    Seagulls couldn’t understand

    if the scarecrow stood only

    to scare crows

    or them as well.

    They held a meeting

    in their community.

    Some said

    it didn’t matter.

    They knew the human trick.

    Some brought heavier ideas:

    real people act like scarecrows too,

    standing still

    just to trap others.

    Some said

    never fly too close.

    Watch from a distance first.

    See what it does.

    Maybe

    it was only fabric

    dancing with the wind,

    a stick shifting

    here and there.

    “Humans can’t fool us

    like crows.”

    But then again,

    what waited on those farms?

    Ripe fruits.

    Fresh soil after rain.

    Leftovers humans forgot.

    We are birds.

    No laws follow us into the sky.

    It would not be theft.

    We consume slugs

    and rattlesnakes

    that slither through the fields.

    Humans should thank us.

    Maybe even leave food behind

    as a kind gesture.

    One seagull said

    he had lived among humans.

    Not all of them are kind.

    Some wave their arms wildly,

    as if the air itself belongs to them.

    Some chase us away

    for making a mess.

    Reflective spinners.

    Predator kites.

    Plastic owls staring without blinking.

    So many inventions

    made only to frighten us.

    “We must study these things,”

    one seagull said.

    “Otherwise

    survival becomes difficult.”

    Then the seagulls rose together,

    forming a long chain

    across the sky,

    like a garland pulled by the wind.

    Humans lifted their phones.

    “Oh, what a sight.”