• The Night I Chose to Share Light

    Just one room grew dark.

    I noticed the shadows fall from my bright room,

    a thin line beneath the door

    where light no longer slipped through.

    Someone knocked 

    after something strange,

    just when I wondered

    what could have happened.

    They slept so early tonight, I thought.

    Oh… it’s only five.

    Sun already sinking 

    beautiful dusk, purple and gold.

    I opened the door.

    He stood there smiling soft,

    and asked if he could borrow my bulb 

    my only one,

    my little sun

    that kept my room alive.

    He said he had a wife,

    a small princess with sleepy eyes,

    and they needed light tonight.

    And I — just me — alone.

    I felt something warm inside,

    Yes, I thought, why not share?

    Let their room glow bright 

    I will sit with dusk,

    I will sit with night.

    It’s all right.

    They promised a new bulb tomorrow,

    promised they would return mine too 

    oh, if only promises were as bright

    as light itself.

    I stood tall upon a chair,

    while he held his phone torch

    steady like a second moon,

    and I gently loosened the bulb,

    placed it soft in his open palm.

    His room lit up like morning 

    and mine fell into shadow.

    But strangely,

    my heart became

    just a little brighter.

  • Grudges, Parcels, and a Cup of Tea: Peace Begins Next Door

    Grudges

    come and go 

    against whom, and why?

    No… not me.

    I have walked away from that weight.

    I am learning to hold things

    with compassion, not claws.

    Christmas is here 

    what shall we gift the neighbours?

    The same neighbours, yes — them.

    Perhaps forgiveness,

    wrapped soft like a winter scarf.

    Maybe we will talk again,

    laugh again,

    share a cup of tea

    or pints under warm pub lights.

    Or maybe not.

    Still, since I am

    a compassionate being (or trying to be),

    I can forgive them

    for not receiving my parcels

    while I was away.

    They couldn’t do everything.

    They didn’t, and that’s fine.

    I let it go.

    A little grace for them,

    a little peace for me.

  • Truth Bent by Time: Who Owns History?

    I once read 

    that history is just fragments,

    memories cracked like old pottery,

    washed in someone else’s truth,

    diluted by the angle of power.

    Written by those

    who stood tallest in their era 

    or believed they did.

    The great, the crowned,

    the ones with ink and authority,

    bending time to their reflection.

    And then another arrived,

    rewrote, reshaped, re-imagined 

    words melted and poured

    into a new mould.

    Maybe it was their story,

    or maybe the story we wanted

    to survive.

    Someone asked 

    subjective or objective?

    Which page is real?

    Which truth did history kneel to?

    Whose pen carried the louder voice?

    Yet one thing stands, unshaken:

    They built wonders.

    Civilizations like temples of breath,

    rituals that still burn like incense

    in the rooms of our memory.

    Stone, road, scripture, rhythm 

    they raised them like pillars

    so we could grow, learn,

    admire, and continue the echo.

    Perhaps they were just historians

    of survival

    the ones who endured long enough

    to carve their name into time.

    Survival writes attendance,

    existence becomes ink.

    One day, we too will be history 

    faded photographs of breath,

    a story retold by someone

    who never met us,

    who may misunderstand

    yet still create a version

    to remember.

    I do not know

    whose favour we’ll be written in,

    whose lips will speak our names,

    whose truth will preserve

    or distort our footprints.

    But history shapes the eyes

    through which we see the world 

    and we, my friend,

    we are not outside it.

    We are threads in the fabric.

    We are echoes moving forward.

    We are tomorrow’s memory,

    slowly turning into dust 

    and into legend.

    We are history.

    Living, breathing, writing itself

    through us.

  • Between Breaking and Healing

    It’s not funny anymore.

    Don’t laugh.

    I could break your teeth, you know

    clean in half.

    Work next to a dentist,

    take commissions on every crack I make.

    Who knew violence could be a career path?

    Even LinkedIn would be impressed.

    And she laughs.

    Window-light hitting her face like golden conspiracy,

    front row seat to my frustration.

    No apology, no flinch

    just that effortless smile

    like the world has never cut her.

    So I raise my voice 

    just enough to let the air know I’m alive.

    Just enough to let her know

    I’m not only the punchline.

    I can fix smiles too.

    Yeah.

    Same fingers that tremble with anger

    can sculpt something beautiful,

    restore, rebuild, redesign

    turn broken into brilliant.

  • What’s On My Mind? — Afterlife Edition

    I met Nephthys

    and she said,

    “Come. Afterlife.”

    I said,

    no…

    I’m okay.

    This glitchy little earth

    is still better than afterlife.

    I don’t know

    if I can play the same games

    on my consoles over there.

    I don’t know

    if I can still text my friends

    when someone comes to mess with me.

    Maybe they’ll respawn with me

    in the afterlife,

    but oh no

    I’ve got no patience.

    They say

    darkness is there,

    pain is there,

    but life…

    life is here.

    Unexplored.

    Still these curious eyes,

    still this light taking flight

    inside my chest.

    Tell me, Nephthys,

    what gets measured in afterlife

    my deeds

    or my money?

    If it’s money,

    I better call Musk

    to pay my ticket.

    Or Gates,

    to open some Windows

    for eternal light.

    Or Zuckerberg,

    who will pop up and ask,

    “What’s on your mind?”

    Oh no,

    I’m okay.

    How would I survive

    without these rectangular flashing lights

    calling themselves phones,

    consoles,

    portals?

    Do I need them that much?

    Maybe yes.

    Is Steve Jobs up there

    enjoying some beta version

    of forever?

    What vehicles do you have?

    What food?

    Or do you just

    never feel hungry again?

    What is it?

    What is love like

    when no one can leave?

    I have no idea.

    So let me explore this life first.

    I’m not tested enough yet,

    not wasted enough yet,

    not finished with my glitches.

    Oh, afterlife

    no.

    I’m okay,

    I told her.

    I’m absolutely fine

    for now.

    For later

    I will think.

    Deep think.

    (more…)
  • Special Holiday Dishes to Cherish
    Daily writing prompt
    Do you or your family make any special dishes for the holidays?

    Whatever I bring home
    from a day of sweat and heavy labor
    all the running,
    the talking,
    the thinking

    Whatever is placed before me
    by the hands of those I love,
    is special.

    Be it feast or simple meal,
    if it is cooked with love,
    seasoned with blessings,
    or just plain

    I never complain
    of what is rich or what is bland.
    My humble stomach is easy to please.

    I eat with gratitude,
    cherish every bite,
    for dishes served with love
    are always more than food
    they are warmth.

    And holidays?
    Ah, those are distant lands
    waiting for me.

    When my paychecks are done,
    when I break free
    from the weight of finances

    Oh, how light I’ll be!
    I’ll spread my wings,
    and I will fly.
    Let me fly.

  • Writing as Healing: A Personal Reflection

    The day I stop writing
    do not turn me into a weapon.
    For even in blood,
    I can write.

    On the blank page,
    etching the syllables of silence
    I can still write.

    The ache of life,
    the beauty of the world
    weaving both into letters,
    I can write.

  • Transforming Empty Evenings into Sacred Moments

    In this empty evening,
    how many silences
    shall we award you with?

    In this empty evening,
    how many questions
    shall we honor you with?

    This empty evening
    will only look enlightened
    after you arrive.

    This empty evening
    will only turn
    into a sacred one
    when you wish so.

    This empty evening
    will feel firm and strong
    when you rain love upon it.

    This empty evening
    will feel full and heavy
    when you smile soft into it.

  • Embracing Change: A Journey of Light and Love

    I don’t want to discuss what happened before. I just want to adjust my contrast. I aim to brighten the light that still loves me. I hope to soften the shadows that don’t.

    Don’t worry about the traffic
    walk slowly on my heart’s lane.
    I’ll throw you kisses like paper planes,
    lifting off into open sky,
    leaving no departure gate behind.

    I don’t want to repeat my past like a donut.
    It goes round and round with the same hole in the middle.
    The circling sweetness eventually turns heavy.
    I’ll break that loop gently. I will keep only the sweet bite of memory. I will roll it once more in my mind. It’s just enough to taste the beautiful.

    Coz I see you in those moments. You are still warm like a window in winter. You are quiet like rain on a tired roof. You feel near even when far.

    The rest is history
    this right here,
    this heartbeat,
    this breath,
    this warmth
    is my story.

  • The Game of Life: Love Beyond Earth

    They were way smarter than me.
    Or maybe just… older in the soul.
    I said it like confession,
    and someone asked
    Why? What happened?

    I told them,
    They beat me in my own game.

    What game?
    they said.

    The game of life.
    And I stood there,
    puzzled by my own answer
    because I didn’t understand it either.
    Not fully.
    Not then.

    It was something deep.
    Something beneath language,
    beneath thought,
    beneath bone.

    They asked me again
    What is it, man? What changed you?

    I said quiet, almost whisper,
    I liked her.

    Who?

    Alien girl.
    Yes, strange to the world,
    beautiful to my chaos,
    eyes like oceans that didn’t belong to Earth.

    Which alien girl? they pushed.

    The one with blue eyes.
    The one who made galaxies feel small.
    The one I tried to describe,
    but every word felt too human for her.

    She couldn’t stay.
    I knew it
    before she said it.

    Why? they asked,
    as if there was an answer simple enough.

    Her family said
    we are infected from inside.
    Not with disease , no.
    But with longing, with wanting, with hunger.
    Infected with greed.

    And maybe they were right.
    Maybe we take more than we give,
    hold tighter than we release,
    love like possession
    instead of prayer.

    But my love for her…
    wasn’t greed.
    It was surrender.
    It was quiet.
    It was real.

    She understood.
    But her family didn’t.
    Couldn’t.
    And so one night
    she left like a dream evaporating with dawn.

    Now the stars look different.
    Like missing punctuation.
    Like a sentence unfinished.
    Like a love poem
    someone forgot to finish.

    And sometimes,
    when the night is soft,
    I still feel those blue eyes
    reading my soul like scripture
    and I whisper to the darkness,

    I wasn’t trying to own you.
    I was trying to love you.

    But galaxies don’t stay for gravity,
    and angels don’t kneel for men.

    So I stand here
    infected world, empty hands
    telling a story only the moon believes.