Lava in Silence

Yes.

I am angry.

Not loud.

Not throwing chairs.

Not breaking glass.

I am the quiet anger.

The kind that smiles.

Inside me

there is a small

boxing ring.

In one corner

stands Mike Tyson

In the other 

Muhammad Ali. 

And they are not fighting people.

They are fighting

the urge.

The urge

to answer back.

To explode.

To tear the sky open

with my voice.

I do not like

bossy people.

People who inflate

tiny mistakes

into world wars.

People who walk into a room

and try to rearrange

your spine.

We are tiny drops

in an endless universe.

Dust with deadlines.

And still

some speak

like they invented gravity.

Their faces turn red.

Lava without eruption.

They stack superiority

like heavy books

on my tranquil mind.

My mind is water.

Do not throw bricks in it

and call it leadership.

I am doing my work.

I give what I can.

Advice?

If it is kind

I will carry it.

But I will not carry

monkey noise.

So I smile.

Because if I speak

my anger

has teeth.

And I am not joking.

I do not punch people.

I archive them.

I fold them

into poems.

And by the time

this poem ends

they are already gone.

Buried.

Not in rage.

In memory.

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4 responses to “Lava in Silence”

  1. mentalnotes1 Avatar

    I love this poem!! Below are some of my favorite lines. Whew, sometimes you gotta smile through the anger. I spent 1 night in jail when I was 22 and baaaabbbbbby! It’s been 30 years and I kept my promise to myself to nevvvva evvvva return! I do not punch people either.

    People who walk into a room
    and try to rearrange
    your spine.

    But I will not carry
    monkey noise.
    So I smile.

    My mind is water.
    Do not throw bricks in it

    I do not punch people.
    I archive them.
    I fold them
    Into poems.

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    1. Frain Chakrit Avatar

      Thank you for taking the time to read my poem. I didn’t expect them to resonate so deeply. I’m sorry you had to go through that moment. Wishing you many beautiful days ahead 🌻🙂

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  2. mentalnotes1 Avatar

    Oh please don’t be sorry, it had to happen. Our best teacher is our last mistake <3″We never lose, we either win, or learn” – Nelson Mandela

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    1. Frain Chakrit Avatar

      Absolutely 🤍🌸

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