it is a constant recovery
from one phase to another
we all get sick
fever
temperature climbing
the bed invites us even when we refuse
the body does not negotiate
it drags truth into the room
excuses dissolve
daily tasks become tiny rituals
meaningless and necessary
people come and go carrying healthy faces
you want to borrow again
this body
no matter how much training
how much discipline
cannot promise tomorrow
the mind loses grip
screens become unbearable
favourite foods wait outside the door
like relatives you are too tired to greet
the body asks for silence
but you keep bargaining
medicine
hospitals
doctors
invoices stacked like winter wood
congratulations you survived
now rebuild the hours illness swallowed
you think you captain yourself
hands firm on the wheel
yet the currents move where they decide
you sail carefully
and still meet ice
Titanic
not drowned
not saved either
your feet still underwater
and all of us
slowly
quietly
sinking
s i n k i n g
s i n k i n g
s i n k i n g



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